“I was pregnant with my second child and we decided on a home birth since my first hostile birth was traumatic. Once I established whom my home birth midwife was and which new hospital I was going to get Co-care at, I was already 12 weeks. We went in for our first patient appointment and the midwife could not find a heartbeat so she suggested we get an ultrasound. My ultrasound was 2 days later and we heard the words no one ever wants to hear. ‘I'm sorry but there's no heartbeat.’ I had what was called a missed miscarry and my son died at 8 weeks and I got a D and C at 13 weeks. We named our son Jamie.”